To publish my book is a realm that I don't have experience or connection with. I am new to publishing, but not to writing. I have been writing as my own author and audience for the years of my life. It's through my journals that I bring with me a story that is not focused on any one particular event in life. My story represents my entirety: that I have felt to be alone. Through being abused for years, morals, trust and respect have been a challenge to believe exist and I have suffered - with self-inflicted pain - because of it. My memoir isn't about being a victim, but through the experience of pain, I found strength in being alone. I truly believe I carry a message for this world, through my story and lessons, which I teach everyday through being myself.