Two teens must come to terms with their friends deathand her afterlifein this gritty and realistic novel from the author of Beautiful Clean Crazy and Over YouWhen Kinseys best friend Camille dies in a car accident while she was behind the wheel she shuts down completely deciding that numbness is far better than mourning She wants to be left alone during the last few weeks of high school but Camilles mysterious boyfriend Hunter who was also in the car that night has a different idea Despite all of Kinseys efforts she cant shake Camille who begins haunting her in dreams Sleep deprived and on the verge of losing it she agrees to run away with Hunter to San Francisco As the pair tries to escape both the ghost of Camille and their own deep fears Kinsey questions how real her perception of her friendship with Camille was and whether her former friends ghost is actually now haunting her Hunter meanwhile falls into a spiral of alcoholism anger and self-loathing Ultimately Kinsey and Hunter must come to terms with what theyve lost and accept that they cant outrun pain.