ôWhen I first discovered the grainy picture in my motherÆs deskùme as a towheaded two year old sitting in what I remember was a salmon-orange-stained lifeboatùI was overwhelmed by the feeling that the boy in the boat was not waving and laughing at the person snapping the photo as much as he was frantically trying to get the attention of the man I am today. The boy was beckoning me to join him on a voyage through the harrowing straits of memory. He was gambling that if we survived the passage, we might discover an ocean where the past would become the wind at our back rather than a driving gale to the nose of our boat. This book is the record of that voyage.ö When he was sixteen years old, Ian Morgan Cron was told about his fatherÆs clandestine work with the CIA.
