Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny

The shocking never-before-told story of the bizarre world inside the legendary Playboy Mansionand finally the secret truth about the man who holds the keyfrom one of the few people who truly knows Hefs former girlfriend and star of The Girls Next DoorA spontaneous decision at age twenty-one transformed small-town Oregon girl Holly Sue Cullen into Holly Madison Hugh Hefners girlfriend But like Alices journey into Wonderland after Holly plunged down the rabbit hole what seemed like a fairytale life inside the Playboy Mansionincluding A-list celebrity parties and her own -rated television show for four yearsquickly devolved into an oppressive routine of strict rules manipulation and battles with ambitious backstabbing bunnies Life inside the notorious Mansion wasnt a dream at alland quickly became her nightmare After losing her identity her sense of self-worth and her hope for the future Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicideBut instead of ending her life Holly chose to take charge of itIn this shockingly candid and surprisingly moving memoir this thoughtful and introspective woman opens up about life inside the Mansion the drugs the sex the abuse the infamous parties and her real behind-the-scenes life with Bridget Kendra and of course Mr Playboy himselfWith great courage Holly shares the details of her subsequent troubled relationship landing her own successful television series and the hard work of healing including her turn on Dancing with the Stars A cautionary tale and a celebration of personal empowerment Down the Rabbit Hole reminds us of the importance of fighting for our dreamsand finding the life we deserve.